broken salvation

[shironbarbaros]

A single token
from long ago
words unspoken
you dont show.

Im your friend
forever and on
dont say sorry
im already gone.

Youve done nothing to me
for which im glad
its what you havent done
that makes me sad.

You hurt me all the time
I smile and say I love you
you cry and feel you hurt me
not from what you did
but what you dident do.

Why did it change?
The bliss we achived
for darkness engulfs me
I drown in its sea.

I may never know
why you did what you did
but please tell me
you wont do it again.

I let you too close
you found others here
people you liked more
this is what I feared.

I am paranoid
and for good reason
Kurus steals my all
more than ever in this season.

You have impending death
coming all too close
why not let me help?
I would help the most.

But instead you go to them
he who is unwilling
and he who dosent care
why not come to me?
For I was always there.

We had a friendship
unlike any other
then it died and went away
by this I have been smothered.

I was sad before I met you
and then you cheered me up
now once again i've fallen hard
spoiled when I drank from your cup.

You say you love me.
You say you care.
You asked for me to forgive you
by why are you not there?

I said yes and forgave
but you still act the same
I remain to be your friend
even though you are my end.