Inexistance of Unreality

[shironbarbaros]

Inexsistance in unreality:
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Inexsistance in unreality
a thing that is but does not know.
A fallacy that continues being
though I knows its not.
A creature standing over me
a shadow with which im shot.
An apathy for life is what I'm feeding on.
I know its not good for me
but in my mind there is nothing.
I know its all gone
I know I've used it up.
The love inside my crumpled heart.
I know that I know nothing.
I know that I am lost.
I know that which I know
fore I know I have been cost.
The value of which I am uncertain,
a thing I wish to know
how much am I worth?
A thing I know wont show.
Now I'm losing more of me
Inside and out of death.
I find that losing me
is the least of my problems.
My sanity is gone
all wonder has left my eyes.
Any beauty once acclaimed
is lost for I had died.
Nothing more should keep me here
nothing more can make me smile.
But here I am
at least for awhile.
I feel that I have hope
even in the darkest time.
But thoughts of memories
deep within my mind,
keep me from being glad
fore I had them
and now I'm sad.

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another of my dreary dead days, brought into form to read and wonder as to my source of such sadness.

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